Breathless

Hate!

Food for the soul
You think you don't care
Who you trying to fool

The unkindest cut

don't belong to brutus alone
William never thought about family
lost in his roman homily

The creepy crawleys inside my head

Trainspotting the living undead
A roller from Vegas bon voyage
Money for nothing... goes the adage

Awake!

The dream is too real

Mr. Anderson oracle is too near
One inside the other, I smell of fear

And so it chugs along

Dragging my incoherence

Now I see you... Now I don't

This is to be... my untold won't

Illusions

bedazzled!
often; not of the good kind
hijacked
impostor in my mind

manipulated
bastards know the game
defeated
team is not the same

ridicule
you are not fit to play
failure
time for you to pay

enter
you pay no fee
exit
you cannot, don't you see?

Lost

found and lost
schizo psychotic alterego
mirror image but much free
unhurried, carefree & ready to let go

stains on your cheeks!
did you ever cry?
the rope is too short
do you think you can try?

close your mind!
the haunting will not end
open your eyes
Its broken you cannot mend

where is huckleberry finn?
was it worth your while
time will stand still
you can curse and smile

Seek

Murdered by Metaphor
mama called me a psycho
what is it good for?
Mumbo jumbo wacko jacko

humour the double edged sword
tormented, wrists slashed apart
Not alone, you got the lord
horrified and empty depart

Look there, a finer image
could 've been you
scratch the soul! rummage
was the penance overdue?

requiem the wandering
journey just a reason
shame you find nothing
time again for an open season

Whatever

breathless
hate induced misery
paradise lost...olivier twisted
stinging tears & rite of passage
lust of revenge
and a lifetime in hell

Die
stifled and buried under
hon'able man? Anthony said so
bloody rivers & the price of war
thirst of kill
and a season in hell

Let Go

ringing ears and dead brain
helpless, shattered, nirvana
living in denial
shallow empty & void
past paused since ages ago
stranded alone... never to let go

dissolve dissect disinfect
reality reason & retrospect
despair in vogue
ticking time standing still
future ahead but miles to go
just got there but have to let go

bunnies scampering in the rabbit hole
Alice refuses to go on a roll
Rapunzel got no hair to let down
Cinderella's left without an evening gown
future paused & present was a while ago
escaped in the darkness never intended to let go

I Disappear

wake up to serendipity
ignorant and unknown
shaken and not stirred
blond can be bond

Reality, metaphor and cliche
cheesy juvenile decay
Love, care and hate
past the use by date

of fights and torment
and well deserved lament
salute to the solitary reaper
with Metallica... I disappear